…and not a second sooner. i had to work friday night, open sat and open sunday, i’m not tired or anything, but i feel like i haven’t really DONE anything in a few days. friday night after work i went downtown and saw some friends i haven’t seen in many moons – i haven’t seen marc in a year almost, and carla in more like … 2 years.

they’re still the funny bastards i remember. it’s always nice to catch up with old friends – even though i’m not really that close to them anymore, obviously. unfortunately, i stayed out way too long, and was running on empty saturday.

all i did last night was eat dinner with this girl i’m pseudo-dating. we had bigger plans but i was tired as shit. maybe another time.

well, the rest of today i’m going to do one or all of the following: eat chinese food with my brother, do massive quantities of sitting, and/or get mentally prepared to face the rapids tomorrow (oh yes, rafting trip is tomorrow kids! ). let’s hope i return with all my clothes, and both of my shoes. in any event, it should be a blast.

between that, the beach in 2 weeks, warped tour (if i get back in town in time), and a couple of other shows in the near future, i’m going to really try to enjoy my 3 weeks off after finals this week. i only have 2 projects to present, and a ‘test’ later on, so it really should be a cakewalk. if i don’t get at least 2 A’s this quarter i’ll be very very sad panda.

i did something today that i’ve been meaning to do for a while now – took down pictures of amber i had in my room and put them in a box in my closet – kind of sad, albeit slightly melodramatic as well. i’m not gonna pretend i’m totally fine, but i’m a getting better every day. i mean, she’s moved on, so i have to as well.

but things aren’t totally bad. like i said, i am kinda sorta seeing this one girl, and honestly there’s another girl in one of my classes i’ve known for a while, we’re friends and all, and i’m kind of interested in her too. and i’m pretty sure she’s int the same boat, so i’ll figure something out.

i’m not rushing though, as i don’t want to get into a rebound situation – not fair to me or the girl. yup. over and out.